41/365

I went to Brighton & am now having a fashion crisis. Ohnoes.

Taken: Wednesday 20th October 2008. Day 41.

Todays The Day The Teddy Bears Have Their Picnic - 40/365

I quite like the woods
Though they are less fun alone
There are trees to climb

♪I smashed my boyfriends head against the wall and made him cry because he humiliated me and showed me up♪

Taken: Wednesday 29th October 2008. Day 40!

I Gotsed My Haircut - 39/365

I was on a swing when I took that picture and almost fell off when I took it xD

Tip: never swing really high on a swing without holding on then lean backwards...

So today was fun. I got my hair cut this morning.




I was bored when I got home so I gave my room a tidy (I was intending on getting on with some coursework as well but that didn't happen. Oh well, I'll do that tomorrow)

Then I was on MSN and suggested to Yana we meet up as we were both bored and I felt my hair cut needed an adventure. So we met by Boots and walked up to Luxford (this park by Tesco, the chavs hang out on the field the skaters hang out on the car park, the alternative darlings hang out on the playground equipment and stare lovingly at pretty guys. there were none there today). We were messing around on the see saw (well we were leaning on it talking...Yana didn't want to bounce!)and then Ellie appeared from nowhere so she joined us. We kept getting infested with small people by the see saw so we went and sat on the climbing frame which no one really goes on.



We look over the field and Mike is walking across so Ellie shouts very loudly and he comes and joins us.



The black material is my goth coat :D

Anyway, so yeh, Mike joins us. All is good, talky talky so on so forth. Some french electronic music. Flirting between Mike and Ellie. Snogging between Mike and Ellie. Err HELLO. AWKWARD! Yana and I just stood there like "ummm". Mike only broke up with his girlfriend on Friday as well o.o. Okay so they (M&E) used to go out but STILL. So I managed to start up a conversation again, figuring 'okay so it was just a kiss err fine then'.

They kept doing it though but I managed to ignore it and keep conversation going :s. Still, very awkward.

They went off together after about an hour (three guesses what THEY did on the way home!) and Yana and I did some swing play.



All fun. Even the awkwardness. I <3 unplanned days that turn out fun.

So I walked home listening to my iPod (the songs I listened to are:
Radio Heart by The Futureheads
Shit Song by Kate Nash
The Girls by Calvin Harris
Umbrella by Rihanna
Music Is My Hot Hot Sex by CSS
Love Me Or Hate Me by Lady Sovereign)
then at the roundabout thought it would be fun to take photos of stuff...







Got home...to find I got a total of £250 for what I sold on eBay @_@. I already spent £65 so I have £185 left. I'm gonna spend about £100 on my new phone and the rest on clothes and music. I can feel a shopping spree coming on soon.

Your task for today: Put off a task you've been meaning to do for weeks and DO IT. You'll feel better for it.

Taken: Tuesday 28th October 2008. Day 39.

Listening to: 8 Easy Steps by Alanis Morissette.

Trapped - 38/365

Lifts are scary.

I left my house today to embrace the BIG WIDE WORLD. I must say, sitting on a sofa in starbucks sipping frapaccino does make you feel very hip :P

Taken: Monday 27th October 2008. Day 38.

Soxy - 37/365

You likey my socksys?

So I went to Homebase and watched chavvy store attendants get covered in glitter. Good times.

Taken: Sunday 26th October 2008. Day 37.

And Now It's Saturday - 36/365

I look kind of like a spy. I like it.

I've been wanting pop tarts all morning, do they even sell them over here any more? I dunno.

I need to learn to not be so insulted by criticism..but I wish I could take back something I posted online earlier =/

Todays task for you: Try not to say ANYTHING negative about yourself.

Taken: Saturday 25th October 2008. Day 36.
Oo the clocks go back tonight.

Merry Friday - 35/365

Fun party at Chloes house! Even though Chloe isn't in that picture because she fell over..but still. We watched movies, went outside and took pictures, came inside and took pictures, ate Chinese, ate other stuff...it was all good!

Taken: Friday 24th October 2008. Day 35.

R.I.P Gladys - 34/365

Sleep well.

Why do old people go to funerals of people they don't know?

Taken: Thursday 23rd October 2008. Day 34.

33/365

Taken: Wednesday 22nd October 2008. Day 33.

My Eye Hurts - 32/365

I have a smacking headache and the bone around my left eye hurts SO BAD! Because of my sinuses. OW IT HURTS SO BAD. Plus, I got my brace off, and whenever I breath in with my mouth it really hurts me teeth :( Damnit! Owww ;;

Taken: Tuesday 21st October 2008. Day 32.

31/365

Haha my nose is squished into my dressing gown :D Ill again..;;

Taken: Monday 20th October 2008. Day 31.

30/365

Ill. Spent the day watching the Mighty Boooooooooosh.

Taken: Sunday 19th October 2008. Day 30.

FRENCH ELECTRONIC MUSIC PWNS - 29/365

Goooood day today.

Went to Lewes with Yana and Chloe and went to some really...swell (haha) shops. Bright Ideas and Tizzy's are SEXY SHOPS. Serious love. Lewes has been glued up there with my list of favourite towns now...

In Bright Ideas there were these gorgeous masquerade masks and I just had to try one one. I tried a few on in the end but that was my favourite picture :).

Yana and I are thinking of having a masked halloween party. If we do I'm gonna get the mask I'm wearing in the photo, a fairy wand, a purple wig, neon fishnets and tutu and then some sort of top..yay.

Now I'm sitting here, typing this, wearing a new ring that is slightly too big but glitters when it catches the light and listening to The Gossip. But before that Yelle - FRENCH ELECTRO FTW!

Taken: Saturday 19th October 2008. Day 29.

I Like You So Much Better When You're Naked - 28/235

It's true.

Taken: Friday 18th October 2008. Day 28.

Series 1: Learning to Love - 27/365

Final day of LtL. I decided rather than writing what I don't like about myself today I'll list everything about this picture that I DO like :).

The colour of my skin.
How my face looks.
The colour of my hair.
My eyelids look cute.

And it's just cool (oh my god I'm wearing a skirt).

Wheyyy!

Taken: Thursday 16th October 2008. Day 27.

Series 1: Learning to Love - 26/365

Me no likey nosey posey. I broke it by falling off of a trampoline.
Good things: I dunno. People say it's really similar to Noels. That's a good thing.

Lots of love, Vince.
Aka Kati :P.

Only Mabel calls me Vince :P

Taken: Wednesday 15th October 2008. Day 26.

P.S: ONLY 1 MONTH UNTIL THE MIGHTY BOOSH OH MY GIDDY GAWD.

Series 1: Learning to Love - 25/365

Ewww I hate my tongue. It is too freakishly uhgfghufgh. I don't like peoples tongues anyway but mine is short and fat...ick.
Good things about my tongue: I can so totally twist it into weird shapes! It freaks people out which is fab :D

However, ignore the ickity tongue and look at my blue blue eyes!

Taken: Tuesday 14th October 2008. Day 25.

Series 1: Learning to Love - 24/365

I don't enjoy the appearance of my ears. They have this random bump of bone in and they're a strange shape and stick through my hair, even though I have very thick hair which is slightly odd.
Good things about my weird ear: Err..no one else has an ear like it.

Today I backcombed my hair and strutted around like a peacock. 'twas fun and I got more positive comments than negative! Brillo!

Taken: Monday 13th October 2008. Day 24.

Series 1: Learning to Love - 23/365

I spent this morning crying and doing EFT. I hate the way I look. I always have done, ever since I was about 6. My hair is too puffy for my face. My nose is off center and since I broke it is wonky and wide in the middle. My eyes are a weird shape. I had horrible, uneven teeth, now I have horrible, unsightly braces. As you can tell by that description I'm not too peachy keen on myself. I was fed up of it this morning. I sometimes tug at my hair, half willing it to all come tumbling out in my hand so I wouldn't have to deal with looking at the horrible, puffy mess that I hate so much. I sometimes slap my face as a punishment for it looking so horrible. I don't want to do this but I can't help it.
I hate looking in the mirror.
Today I was trying to tap on a problem but I couldn't bring myself to tell me I accepted myself. And I realised it was because I didn't accept myself, I hated what I saw when I looked in the mirror. So I changed what I was tapping on. And I tapped on my self hatred for an hour. I cried a lot and it took me about 10 rounds to tell myself I accepted myself.
And then I stood in front of my upstairs mirror and just stared at myself telling myself what I hated and why I hated it, and what I could do to change it. I figured that even if I did change it if I didn't tap anyway I'd still hate it. So I continued doing it until I calmed down and stopped sobbing.
I then decided for 5 days I will take a photo of everything I don't like about myself for my 365, and not make the picture perfect. I wouldn't delete the first one if it wasn't quite right, I'd use it anyway. I'd learn to love the things I hated.

So the first one? My braces. And I guess my face as well because I don't really like the look of that too much in that photo either.
Good things about braces: My teeth will be straight, even though I'll need loads of fillings afterwards.

Taken: Sunday 12th October 2008. Day 23.

Oh my gosh! - 22/365

I'm strangely happy today in a way. Plus, I just saw a girl with a blue Mahican on telly, playing with a football!. I'm trying to figure out whether I can dye part of my hair pink so that it won't notice unless I make it do so. I don't see whats so wrong with having unnatural hair colour? Not like it 'distracts from work'. Good lord. Stupid new principal.
On the upside I only have...18 months until I can leave school (well I'll go to college, but not at my school) and then my hair can be as bloody pink as I want it to. Or maybe blue..

Taken: Saturday 11th October 2008. Day 22.

Happy Friday! - Day 21

Currently shopping for OPI nail polish, trying to make myself happier (http://galadarling.com helps very much with this, I must say!), wondering what it'd be like to have neon hair - yum.

You love the songs I write, you love the music I like...

P.S: Hello to those people new to this blog!

Taken: Friday 10th October 2008. Day 21.

Sucks - 20/365

I don't have much to say today.

Taken: Thursday 9th October 2008. Day 20.

19/365

So an update on my life right now.

I was off school yesterday and today. Today I woke up at about 1 and did science homework. I have too much schoolwork to do. I have the art thing which is taken me ages but I still feel isn't very good and I'm kinda of wishing I didn't take art. All we do is make things - something I can't do. I can only draw and take photos. I also have english coursework, draft of which is due next Thursday but we're meant to have done 4 paragraphs by tomorrow. But I've been doing science and art.

My grandma who I don't like anyway is ill. I wouldn't mind or notice but for the fact my mother is all stressed over it.

My house smells weirdly of fish and I kinda just want to sleep in a big squashy warm bed and not talk to anyone or do anything for the next few months. Currently the only thing I'm doing and enjoying is this project.#

Taken: Tuesday 8th October 2008. Day 19.

Secrets Of The Chilly Place - 18/365

So it was half 11 and I suddenly realised I hadn't take the picture. I was in the fridge looking for ham (I don't even like ham) so just reached around, grabbed my camera (which was conveniently on the work top) and snapped. Ha.. also I be ill ):

Taken: Tuesday 7th October 2008. Day 18.

Day 17

I'm fast running out of muse for these. Or more..I have muse but not the ability to actually take the photos as by the time I've got home from school it is dark or it is raining or something gets in my way. And I always have so much work. And I'm tired and feel ill. O excuses excuses. I do feel ill though.

Taken: Monday 6th October 2008. Day 17.

Tired...So Tired - 16/365

Vair tired, even though I don't look it there. I've been all on my lonesome all day and was just about to go to bed but remembered to upload this.

Taken: Sunday 5th October 2008. Day 16.

I Have A Crutch - 15/365

My mum has broken her foot so she has crutches. They're bloody fun to play on :)

Taken: Saturday 4th October 2008. Day 15.

Look Deep Into The Parka - 14/365

Unicorn AIDs, anyone?

I am now the proud owner of a red pencil case and a Parka coat. Hmmm...

Taken: Friday 3rd October 2008. Day 14.

AHH - 13/365

Lol..

I'm now friends with a Polish girl who speaks no English so I'm trying to learn some Polish.

Taken: Thursday 2nd October 2008. Day 13.

Short Hair - 12/365

Got my hair cut short! No not really hahaha..it's tied in a pony tail. Mighty get it cutted like this next time tho.

Dyed it this evening. It's kinda reddy brown.

Taken: Wednesday 1st October 2008. Day 12.

Tootsies - 11/365

Low self esteem day. So just some tootsies for yeh.

Taken: Tuesday 30th September 2008. Day 11.